Channeled letter from the divine masculine energy❣ May not resonate for all.
For your own letter, they are $20 USD right now xx
My eternal flame,
I feel like my life is upside down right now, like I don't belong here anymore. I am trying to manifest justice and to speak up for myself, I don't want to be pleasing people anymore or to play games that don't bring any growth. I am definitely growing even if you can't see it right now, I am slowly coming into my power and I will soon act on my life purpose. I have been thinking about my mission and what I am drawn to, I see that I have been living a fake life and all these people around me don't give a damn about who I truly am or about my feelings and I keep seeing more and more during our disconnection. I really don't want to be detached from you anymore, I keep thinking that I need to come in with the truth and turn things around in our connection. I know that you feel played by me and that I don't care right now because I'm not communicating with you, but what is truly happening is that I'm working on self love and on building a better life for myself so that I can share that with you in the future. I am thinking about our future, I do want you to be in it, I have run for a very long time and I'm tired of running, I want to finally show you how my body responds to the mention of your name, how my heart beats everytime I remember our time together, I do love you and I'm slowly surrendering to that love, I can't deny it anymore and I don't want to. I am missing you, and I'm sorry I have hurt you so many times while trying to figure myself out, I know that I will need to make it up to you so I keep thinking of ways I can reconcile. I don't really want to be with anyone else but you, even if it's hard for you to believe that because my actions show otherwise. I have removed myself from my current environment and I keep spending time alone, everything looks so different right now it's like everything has a deeper meaning and I was asleep for a long time that I couldn't see it. I am putting the pieces together and I'm getting closer to receiving the answers that I need. I have been fantasizing about you a lot too