Feelings are just phases for me. every heartbreak, every infatuation, every dream.
Almost everything has came and passed... everything but you.
The only constants I've found in my years of being alive were changes and struggles, and then i met you.
You're that one silly stubborn thought, that one feeling that doesn't leave me, that i can't run away from.
You're that reoccurring dream that never changes... That i wake up from smiling with my whole face.
And I am at loss of words to explain what you unknowingly do to me, by just being around me.
Because i feel the opposite of asthma when you casually place your head on my shoulder and fall asleep.
the opposite of what my constant anxiety does to me when i look into your eyes.
distantly similar to Rumi when you're talking to me and the voices in my head are reciting proses in the back.
opposite of tangled, when you open and mess up your hair, and the sun brightens up like the golden hour regardless of what time it is.
I feel every drop of blood running through my veins when i see you walking towards me.
I feel the opposite of shattering when you wrap your arms around me and hold me still.
And the only constant struggle i have in your case, is to keep my consciousness from dissolving into the dreams I've been having, where you sit in front of me, look me straight in the eye, and smile...and in the dream, your smile happens to have something to do with me, maybe. -Pranay Shrimali
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